The Highs and Lows

S ometimes it’s hard to contain my excitement, this morning it’s one of those times. But if you asked me why am I so happy I’m not sure I could answer it. Truth is, sometimes I feel very high (without drugs of course) and there is no apparent reason. Could there be a reason hidden deep down? Perhaps. Could it be just a weird physical feeling? Perhaps. Does it happen to everyone? I’m not sure.

Photo by David East

Photo by David East

Let me dissect today for example. Maybe the reason of such joy could be that I do not have to work on client’s projects today, leaving the entire day for my own ideas. Maybe I’m looking forward to hanging out with my husband tonight. Or maybe it’s because I’m going for a run, something I haven’t done in quite a while. Maybe is the coffee kicking in or the peace of mind for following my plans and goals yesterday. Maybe is how my body feels when I don’t have any junk inside (I ate super healthy yesterday). Maybe it’s because I slept great. Maybe it’s because I’m excited about how my work is going. I don’t really know. I’m not sure if there is a way to know, I have done all those things before and I don’t always feel great the next day because of them.

Whatever the reason is I’m grateful, because I know it won’t last. It never does. But right now I just want to continue to feel the inspiration flowing through my pores.

Thanks for reading.

B.