Superpower. If you could pick one, what would it be? According to my search on google, the majority of people would choose to read people’s mind, followed by time travel, ability to fly, invisibility and tele transportation. Without doubt I would choose invisibility. But why?
Trying to dig a little deep, why did I choose so fast to become invisible? It’s because of my current mood, I feel ashamed of how I look, how I feel, my work, I wish I could just exist but not be seen. I think it’s ok to feel like this sometimes, it has nothing to do with reality and everything to do with guilt, of not giving my best. I have been lazy and undisciplined, I have let my excuses get the best of me. When you don’t feel proud of yourself, you want to hide. I stop filming my youtube videos, I cancel plans with friends, I make more excuses.
But it’s also so easy to reverse everything. All one needs is a good plan and enough energy to start. Today I begin a 30 day challenge, where I’m suppose to eat clean and stick to my routines. I have all ready to go, including a blank calendar taped to the refrigerator (search chain habit method on google). You can only move forward with hope, and a plan gives me enough of that.
I strong encourage you to face your fears head on, put it down on paper, make a plan, take a deep breath and then, the first step. It is all one can really do.
Thanks for reading.