Yesterday I woke up to a few inches of snow, it surprised me, as I haven’t checked the weather in a few days. I am not one to complain about snow but I had a doctors appointment. I also had plans to go to the gym. I have recently started going again and don’t want to lose the habit already. Snow days are meant to be relaxing days, reading, watching movies and maybe writing too. So that’s what I ended up doing. The problem with that? Well it was Monday. The guilt appeared right away and still hasn't left me, even a day after. Instead of being able to enjoy the day I felt horrible. The feeling you get when you know you are doing something wrong. I should be working, said the voice in my head all day long. Not even a good book was able to shut it off. The result? A tough night of sleep and a morning hangover. Waking up feeling tired, bloated, and nauseated is no longer a side affect to drinking for me, apparently one can feel it for multiple reasons. In my case, guilt and a late dinner. We are suppose to get another few inches today but guess what? I am not making the same mistake again. One needs a lot more self discipline when working from home.
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